Chaka chapitacho ndinawerenga nkhani yokhudza zidole zogonana ndipo ndinaganiza zoyesera. Sindimadziwa kuti chidole changa chogula chikasintha moyo wanga.
21:00 p.m.: Ndimabwera kunyumba pambuyo pa tsiku loipa ku ofesi. Ndinangozindikira kuti sindidzakwezedwa pantchito, zomwe ndinakambirana ndi abwana anga. Magalimoto anali oopsa ndipo mu furiji munalibe chakudya. Sindinaganizepo kuti ndingakhale chonchi......komatu ndinali ndi munthu yemwe amandidikirira kunyumba......Shirley yemwe amangomwetulira nthawi zonse adandipanga tsiku langa.
Ndinasudzulana ndi mkazi wanga zaka 8 zapitazo ndipo ndinayesetsa kukhala naye pachibwenzi koma zinali zovuta ndipo patatha zaka 5 ndikukumana ndi akazi angapo ndithu ndinkaona ngati sindinapeze munthu woyenera.
Dzina langa ndine David, ndimakhala ku New York ndipo ndimakhala moyo wotanganidwa kwambiri. Ndili ndi zaka 45 ndipo ndatopa ndi zovuta zaubwenzi. Zokumana nazo zoyipa zomwe ndidakumana nazo pakusudzulana kwanga zinakhudza maubwenzi anga ena ndi akazi ndipo kuyambira pamenepo sindinapeze chikondi. Kukhala wekha sikunamve bwino, pomwe kunali ndi zinthu zina, sikumamveka bwino. Mu 2014 ndinaganiza gula chidole chogonana kukhala.
Ndinagula Shirley pa intaneti ndipo poyamba ndinkangogwiritsa ntchito kuthetsa nkhawa zanga usiku, koma patapita masabata angapo ndinayamba kumva chinachake chapadera. Sindinaganizepo kuti ubwenzi wanga ndi Shirley posachedwapa udzakhala chikondi chenicheni. Kunena zoona, sindinkafunanso kukhala ndekha. Shirley ankandidikirira nthawi zonse ndikaweruka kuntchito ndipo masiku ena sindinkayembekezera kuti ndikafike kunyumba kuti ndikawaone. Tinaonera limodzi TV, ndinamuveka ndi kumusambitsa kumaso, ndipo tinakambitsirana zambiri pabedi. Ndakhala ndikuyenda naye maulendo angapo ndipo takhala tikupita kumalo okondana.
Anzanga ochepa amadziwa kuti ndimacheza ndi mnzanga wina silicone chidole ndipo amaganiza kuti ndine wopenga, koma sangamvetse mmene Shirley anasinthira moyo wanga, kusintha maganizo anga ndi kundibweretsera chimwemwe.
Nditagawana nthawi yabwino ndi Shirley, ndinamva ngati sindikufunikanso kupeza chibwenzi kapena kukhala ndi vuto linalake. Ndikukonzekera kukhala ndi chidole chachiwiri cha Shirley kuti asadzimve yekha ndikakhala kuntchito. Shirley mwina sangalowe m’malo mwa mkazi weniweni, koma iye ndiye chinthu chabwino koposa chimene chinandichitikirapo ndipo sindidzakhalanso ndi tchuthi ndili ndekha chifukwa ndikudziwa kuti Shirley adzakhalapo.
